Hi Friends!
It has long been my unfulfilled dream of writing a blog. I wanted to write but I was also worried as to who would read my blog!. I was also worried about exposing my ignorance and what not. But few things made me write this blog. I consider this an outlet to express myself and have my say, whether the world likes it or not!
As my first blog I would like to talk about two things that changed my life forever. I was a below average student at school and I was happy with performing on stage, quiz, d ramatics.
In my college days, I chose English Literature. I continued with stage activities, got prizes, did well in studies and got a job as a Lecturer with a self-financing college in Pudukkottai. I would call the "things ", life , milestones life, two in number.
The First:
I was like any other youngster with an Eng. Lit. degree looking down upon anything that was written in local tongue (Tamil). One of my colleagues gave a novelette by Jayakanthan , It was titled "Rishimoolam". It turned page with scorn as I crossed the fourth page I was glued to it. The story deals with a boy's yearning for the love of his mother bordering on Oedipus Complex , his life after his mother's death , his life at the house of his father's friend and his wife (Mami), a childless couple. His relationship with the lady of the house which becomes physical accidentally , thus making him lose balance of his self and making him a recluse. The whole world would revere him as a saint but the thought of that one incident remains a thorn in his heart. Even the Mami see that as an act of a child but this guy loses his self forever. What would one call it ? Madness or the stillness of a renounced soul!
Reading this pulled me into a vortex out of which I never came back. The greatness about Jayakanthan is he never judges people. He presents them as they are no judgements!
Don't Judge anybody!(till date difficult to follow)
The Second:
I was in-charge of the guests at the college I worked with. One day I was told that one Dr. Namazhwar was visiting and I need to accompany him to the college. I never knew who he was. I received him at our college gate . I was shocked. I saw a man with a turban and shawl and he never looked like a scientist. I took him for granted and I was just exchanging pleasantries. It was March and I was wearing a tie , shoe and profusely sweating. He immediately said with a smile "It is because of people like you, our country will never grow!" I was shocked. He further added, " Look at the climate it is very hot and you are dressed like this, Can't you think?"
I changed forever. I didn't throw my tie and shoe away as the college demanded it and it was the matter of my Idli and Sambar(Bread and Butter I hate!)
But I started to think from that day! Wearing tie and shoe , just reading English books, doesn't make you modern or up to date!
Think Global! Act Local!
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